THE REMEMBRANCE

The jagged shards,
of my broken thoughts,
remain
cutting,
agonizing
memories,
they don’t fade,
the images,
clogging,
my peripheral vision
screaming to come forth,
shading,
my present,
as they did in the past

I let them
I let them sting the eyes,
I let them stab me
I let them mock,
fate

It’ll end,
it’ll clear
always does,
its near

Oh,
let me move ahead,
let me feel,
hope
tell me I can,
answer me,
is it in vain?

THE ENDURANCE

Hatred,
Feeding,
Burning me,
Keeping me alive
Me,
Being torn apart,
soul Maimed,
brain butchered,
hours of agony
now,
ecstasy
I’m light,
Floating,
Feeling,
no,
Watching my self,
being mutilated
the end is far,
yet,
wishing,
for it to come to me
I’ve seen enough,
Suffered enough,
let me adore,
let me kiss,
death
oh,
a painful bliss